The Way I Am
12/30/2010
I may have written nothing but silly things,
made countless grammar mistakes,
misunderstood your comments thus reply nonsense,
can’t fathom your posts thus can’t comment no matter how much I want to,
can’t express myself fully due to limited vocabulary,
and can’t even pray eloquently
but you accept me as is
and that is such a great gift
and I can’t thank you enough!
The year 2010
I write as much as I want to
I appreciate as heartfelt as possible
I love as deeply as I thought
but I can do better than that this coming year
— I am actually asking you to please pray for a better me next year!
Thank you and I don’t know why I love you all but I do!
🙂
Two days to go, whohoo!
🙂
WARNING: There are treasures in between the  lines so, don’t miss a word! And yes, you can share your found treasures in the comment because it’s not all tangible, right? And sometimes it really is — tangible.
It’s my 4th month anniversary in blogging!
What’s special with 4?
Hmm nothing. I just want to celebrate my craziness!
4MONTHS OF REALIZATION
1. Everyone has a degree of AWESOMENESS! Some resonates with you; some don’t and it’s all okay.
2. I love the community in here who honors the differences and finds time to appreciate! Yes that’s YOU!
3. I started loving my crazy self again! Yes this is actually part of my journey with HIM!
4. IT’S OK TO ASK FOR HELP! Give others the opportunity to help because I believe everyone wants to if they can. You all helped me actually regardless if I asked from you directly or not. Who helped me use the link? Who helped me with the changes in here? Who helped me with some of my posts via the idea that came up through comments, your own posts and yes your photos! Who helped me see the alternate views through your shared thoughts? Who helped me pray? Who helped me keep going for saying there is nothing in here? For saying there is something in here? Â WHO? I believe everyone is raising their hands. And now don’t ask me why I love you ha!
4MODIFICATIONS
1. I added a ‘boOK HUNTing‘ page. List of books recommended by other bloggers which interest me. You can make the list longer because you can’t resist recommending that great book that you have read!
2. I removed the ‘imperfect being’ in my tagline. Nope, I am not perfect. I just don’t want to spoonfeed you — I mean, why state the obvious when it’s so obvious that I’m obviously perfectly imperfect? So, I’ll just SPICE UP YOUR WORLD because your posts are the awesome appetizer, main course and dessert! Hmm, altogether we’re a feast, right? BURF! Yes, I like BURF than burp!
3. Can you see what else is trivially new?
4. Anything else? No more? It’s okay, you saw 3 out of 4 and that’s aweSOME!
4MEMORIES
1.I remember my first post ‘Green and Pretty’. Got to preserve the memory of that green shoes which was so loved by my daughter.
2. I remember the 1st one who commented. It’s Charles of Read Between the Minds. I was delighted and shocked at the speed of this blogging thing! Being a first timer in blogging world, I was so lost on my first post. While still tweaking here and there, that endeared comment popped up. To say that I AM grateful and overwhelmed is an understatement!
3. I remember the 1st comment I made  in another blog. It was Theresa’s Moore to Ponder. I was hesitant for fear of misinterpretation but what the heaven, I love the place so I had to say it and I’m glad I did — I love the woman behind!
4. I remember the 1st blog I commented via the comment section of one of my fave site. It was Deb’s Blog. I can’t resist not to appreciate her style. Mini post with maxi enlightenment!
4MUCHOS GRACIAS
What’s a celebration without saying Muchos Gracias? Yes Muchos Gracias (4x) for allowing me a glimpse of how 1) awesome, 2) strong, 3) special and 4) a STAR you are! And if anyone actually want to have the star necklace that I have made please just say anywhere in your comment, “rea, shine on!” and don’t forget to email me the address where I shall send it with love. Send the address not later than November 7 at recreate_save@ymail.com
🙂
Have you noticed how cheesy, corny and usually crazy I am today? That’s actually part of the package of who I am. To complete my cheesiness here’s a song I’m leaving for EVERYBODY. Yes, you have to actually LISTEN to it, PLEAAASE!
STAR, I will see you and reply to you in 3 days time
and while I’m away could you please help me?
Pitch in your idea of  blog name or tagline
I could have used if not bended spoon.
Think of the big women blogs you know because I’m heading there
and I want to take all of you and own it as much as I do.
Afterall, you are the WISDOM part of my tagline!
I know you are the PUN and FUN too
but for heaven’s sake, let me own it that I may have a part too! Okay?
Seriously, I am dreaming! 🙂
I know you subscribed to bended spoon already and
it’s an honor, my pleasure, and a blessing!
Whaaat, you will also tell your friends to subscribe and smile?
Now, my gratitude is up to the moon!
🙂
Thank you so much for celebrating with me
and looking forward for the next celebration!
And oh by the way, there’s something special with 4,
I have 4 kicking kiddos whom I love and adore!
🙂